hard days of my life..

16th jan 2009, the day i thought would change my career, it really did actually,

made me think once again of what i was aspiring,

i believe its not my world actually,

may be perhaps i wouldn't have written these words if i would have gone through the recruitment,

may be my bad luck made me think of my heart once again.....

now at this point of time i swear i am much more happier than actually i would have been if i was through it.,

its not my world and at any cost, i don't want to live it.

coming to the actual exam, the written was actually a crap, any good 10th class student would have easily gone through it and clear it comfortably,

but i had waited for the results till 8 in the evng, went back to ma room and started preparing for the techie round. first time i guess studied till 1:00 A.M in the night woke at04:40 in the morning, kept myself busy and the crappy "C" made me sick,

17 jan 2009

however to the best of my knowledge i did it a good way, not very good as i was a bit nervous but still satisfactory i guess, and waited for the management round, waited and waited and waited, after a lots of anticipation , feeling sad for couple of people around me, there was a sort of ambiguity in the situation,

lots of rumors about the intake, lack of correct planning in the prosedure of selection, at last i was sent back rejected, i am rejected because they felt i ain't good enough......

hmmm

what to say came to ma room, took a fresh breath of nicotine and went into deep thought of mine, thinking of my future, where i stand in this world,

"THE WORLD HAVE NO REASON TO KNOW WHO I AM ,, BUT I HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY TO SHOW THE WORLD WHO I AM"

i believe in myself no matter what others think of, u will be watching the best of me in the forth-coming days & years

watch out for me